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HAPPY HAPPY JOY JOY!!!!!

geez this week has totally been SUCKING for me!

BUT!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH IM SO HAPPYYYYYYYYYY. well actulaly i thought i'd be happier but i am SOOOOOOOOOOOO RELIEVEEEEEEEEEDDDDDDDD. LIKE DAMN!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH :)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

ANYWAY i just have to say. what the heck is up with ASB and putting like "CONGRATULATIONS _____ ON ACCEPTANCE TO ____" i havent even heard of half the schools. and why congratulate only the freaking jocks?!?! NISHMA GOT INTO HARVARD the school didn't do crap. WHAT THE HECK, HOW IS THAT FAIR?! and i mean one girl who will go unmentioned has known shesbeen accpeted to USC way in october and what was her SAT score? A BIG WHOPPING 900!!! CONGRATULATIONS! effing hell! and this other girl THE ONLY NON-ASIAN ON THE VARSITY SOCCER TEAM TO...OH MY GOD>.BREAK A THOUSAND?! GENIUS...gets offers from UPENN, UCSD, and BROWN?!?!?! what the heck. if breaking 1000 gets you offers from IVY LEAGUE SCHOOLS then we should all be going to harvard!!!!!! i mean it's weird because minorities are supposed to get in EASIER but it's like SELECTIVE MINORITIES. what the HECK!!! i mean irene is on the SAME SOCCER team, she breaks 1000 NO SWEAT, and she has a 4.0 i mean. HELLO WHERE ARE HER CONGRATULATIONS for being an apparent GENIUS compared to them!!!!!!! UGH!!! but i wonder. if they go to the schools with those scores, how do they stay in?!?! i mean...whoa, WHAT? sheesh

BUT SCREW THOSE PEOPLE! because i'm happy and YES HAHAHAHA :)

Hobbit - what a tale

I finished reading JRR Tolkien's "The Hobbit" a forthnight before which is a prelude to the lord of the rings. It is in this book bilbo gets hold of the ruling ring.
Last week end i started reading "The Lord of the Rings". JRR Tolkien at his best. He creates a new world which is very real. He creates his own words. He describes the tale in a great detail without boring.

Have Fun With Unlock the Locker

Put the students' belongings into their lockers exactly as they have them arranged. Get it right to unlock the locker!



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Royal Flushtration Frustration

Girls only want boyfriends who have great skills. You know, like nunchuck skills, bowhunting skills, computer hacking skills...
-napoleon dynamite

armor for sleep - kind of perfect

this weekend i saw VANITY FAIR and NAPOLEON DYNAMITE with jennniiiiiiifer and they were both really good. i liked vanity fair a lot, but the ending was eh. if you watch it, watch out for George's son towards the end, he's HOT STUFF, too bad he only shows up for like 45 seconds. oh and napoleon dynamite was SO FUNNY. everyone must watch it, it's too hilarious. we can't stop quoting it, and i really loved the dance sequence, haha.

getting the hang of school again. french and calc used to be my favorite and best subjects, now i suck at both. so depressing. econ is pretty cool though. eh. what's weird is i actually know a lot of people in my classes but i am SO BORED and sick of everyone and everything associated with school. i don't care what anyone says about leaving high school and missing it, i just want to get AWAY. even sadder is the fact that i'll probably miss more underclassmen than i will seniors. BLAH ok my goal everyday has been to finish homework by 10 so i can sleep a lot. kind of sad that i used to start homework at 10. I LIKE MY SLEEP.

Well....I'm so frazzeled, I don't know. I really would like to go to MCAD, or something, next fall. Not this coming fall, because I'm going to SNC. Which is sad, because I'm already assuming that I don't want to go there. I don't know, I just want more. I don't know if I want to do English, I mean, I think I do, I don't know. *sighs* I'm rather emotional right now. I'm just sick of so many things.

I'm eating this popcorn, it's like "94% Fat Free Kettle Korn", it tastes like shit. Ish.

I'm really stressing about school. I don't know why, but I am. I'm getting really anxious. I also have to find a job. Curses.

I gotta go eat shitty popcorn

Well! Easter Sunday was fun. I woke up at like, 8:30, and the Easter Bunny had come! I got Yahtzee! and the new John Mayer CD. Well, it's not new, but, you get it. Heh. And then Steve made bacon and french toast, and around 12:15ish, my aunt and uncle came over. We had ham, potatoes, roasted vegetables, aspagaragus, and some other stuff. So yeah. Around 4, I went to Bryce's, I brought him an Easter basket. Haha. It's fun. :-D I bought him some seeds, like, uh..jalapeno and green pepper seeds, cause those are the only vegetables he'll eat raw! Hah. And I made him a key chain, but it's kinda ugly. Hah. But yeah. I felt bad, his mom was like, "Did YOU get her anything?" And he's like, "No...", and she's like, "Ugh, you're SO inconsiderate!". I was like, "oh, no, he's very considerate!". Hah. I felt bad. Poor kid. I 'member last year, I painted him a plate, and I think he knew I was sad cause he didn't get me anything, so he and his mom went out and bought me stuff from Bath and Body Works, and left it for me to find in my room, I thought it was so romantic. Hehe. Hah. But yea!

I have to work on math, English, Speech, and yea...I have to do my speech tomorrow, I think?, and I have a math test on Wednesday, and an English project on Thursday and Friday. So yea! *groans* So, I'm going to go, but I'll write more later....

A Pleasent Surprise

A different type of error than usual popped up in w.bloggar when I tried to open past ramblings on Blog*spot. So, I figured, "What the heck?" and tried the fix I've seen posted on the forums.

To my surprise, I pulled up information in w.bloggar. This must mean that my weblog finally made it to the new Dano servers Blogger has been bragging about. Now, we'll see if posting functions.

Well, I'm officially sick of life

1. I think I try too hard. Especially with things I know that aren't going to change. For example: I have a friend, who's a great student, she's smart, gets her work done, etc., but she misses a lot of school, for various reasons. Like, if she's sick, obviously, but then there'll be times where she's said she has to run errands, take her dog somewhere, or something else. I don't know, I'm not -mad- but it's like, we don't talk about the issue because she gets mad that I'm being "too controlling" or I shouldn't worry about it. And I know I shouldn't worry about it, but like, I don't know, I guess it just feels like I'm worrying about something that's out of my control. But yeah.

2. Bryce and I are alright. We've been arguing a lot lately, and it's been mostly all my fault, and things I've brought up. It's like, I try -so- hard to get him to talk to me about his feelings, and I know that that's hard for a lot of guys, and he's pretty good about it, but like, it's getting him started, that's slightly frustrating. Like, if something's bothering him, he won't say it directly, he'll just say, "Oh, nothing", even though I know something is. And he'll deny it like crazy, and than that night, or the next day, he'll be the same way, and then he'll say, "Well, earlier tonight", or "Well, yesterday", or something. I don't know. It's not an anger thing, it's just a communications thing. Ya know? I don't know. It's weird. I'm so used to having the feeling of having a boyfriend, and I'm just so afraid to lose it. I mean, there's more than that to lose, obviously, not just the attachment feeling, but yeah.

3. Wendy and I have so much fun together; I just realized that today. I mean, Kelsey and I have fun, she and Kelsey have fun, and Wendy and I have fun. And we all have fun together, it's just an ackward fun. Like, we all have our lil' groups of two (previously mentioned), and so w/in those, we'll have inside jokes. So when we're all together, we're just kind of like, "Wait, who was I with when that happened?!". Ya know? But yeah....I don't know, I just love being around her, (Wendy), because she's so fun. We can talk about a ton of stuff, and it's like, we both have boyfriends and we're both having issues with them (Err....), and so we can talk about it. I mean, we can talk about it with Kelsey too, but Wendy knows specifically, ya know? [[Don't worry, Kel-C! I love you! Huggies!]]. But yeah.

Well, I have homework to do. I have to finish a speech analysis, and an English thing, which I can do later. But I want to take a shower, straighten my hair, and such, and do this before 10! So, I better go. I'll write more tomorrow.

can you believe this?

Alan Smith, the fairly inconsistent Leeds striker will join Manchester United in a ?7million deal? i'm sure Smith would be a decent goal scorer, but i think Ferguson should spend the money on more world-class strikers, who could support the attack if Van Nistlerooy got injured. oh wait, maybe Ferguson should make a transfer deal with Real Madrid, giving them Van Nistlerooy and in return, get Fernando Morientes and captain Raul. Morientes is the best in-form striker in the moment (hey, Manchester United is the richest club in the world, they should get the best) and Raul had a bad season with the emergence of another world class striker, Ronaldo.
did you guys catch the FA Cup final, Manchester United vs Milwall a few days ago? thank God they showed it live on NTV7. Cristiano Ronaldo proved that ?12.24 million Manchester United spent for him worth every penny. was talking with a friend through e-mail a few days ago, and i believe that, for the moment:

The most influential/inspirational player in the world: Zinedine Zidane (Real Madrid/France)
The most entertaining to watch: Ronaldinho (Barcelona/Brazil)
The most skillful: Ronaldinho (Barcelona/Brazil)
The best finisher: Thierry Henry (Arsenal/France)
The happiest: Fernando Morientes (Monaco/Spain) after his sweet revenge against club Real Madrid

what do you hardcore soccer fans out there think?

new york pimp!

oi! i just got back from 15. shouldn't have left early coz that usrah thingy was cancelled and the slot is now filled up with business meeting. yeah the hall is now full with business minded people. my dad and his colleague! blargh!

i met alma, justine, juan, ashrani, melissa and azua. it was nice to catch up. azua, ashrani and melissa left early. so there's the rest of us. that justine is so funny. you're such a gila! 'morrow we go see fish ok? he he.

earlier, i went to carrefour/subang parade with me dad. and ooh, he bought me the 'dangerously in love album'. heh! had lunch at carrefours' food court. hey the place is renovated and it's nice! i like. i shall ajak my friends melepak there.

i really miss tyiara. get your cute butt down here faster a bit can or not? u one more gila!

call me stella!

justine and alma, i am so sorry. i know i ffk-ed again! but, i was out the whole day. phone also no credit, how like that. i wanted to call but, how? aiyoh.....*guilt stricken* by the way justine, i got your message. i was hoping you'd call but your credit also nyawa ikan kan? haih!

today was...well, fun. me dad belanja me hair treatment. heh!

i'll be flying off to langkawi tomorrow. hooollliidaaayyyy! but i'll be back here on sunday whilst all my family will still be there. haih! uitm, why no holiday?!?! i wanted to ponteng on monday, but cannot! got 3 hours with professor umbridge and i can't afford to miss her lesson. damn you to the deepest depth of hell pr! maderfucker! by the way, my family will be there till wednesday! WEDNESDAY mannnn!!! how now?

Finally....
1) Done with dance
2) Start to study for finals
3) Have a good night sleep
4) No extra memorization needed
5) Have fun!

The recital went pretty good. For me, this one is far better than last semester's. Maybe because I was in so many dances last semester compared to this. I hope we'll get a vhs for this recital too. hurmm..I'm worrying my ass off for my physics grade. A C should be good enough tho. but I wanna get a B. but I just cant deal with phyiscs!! Dammit!

Upcoming events:

Thursday : Chem 2 exam, Polly Esther
Next week : Calc 3 exam, Delaware